Wednesday, September 8, 2010

How it all ended..

Yes.. it's been a while since i update this blog.
Almost a year now.. and this time.. it will really be the very last blog.


There is a saying that "Time.. will heal all wounds."
And yes.. it's true.. that time can heals all wounds.. but it doesn't heal the wound completely.
When she left.. she left me with a shattered heart.. of a million pieces..
it took me at least 6 months.. to try to piece them together again like a jigsaw puzzle.
But the puzzle is not complete.. for she left a void in my heart.
A void that seems impossible to fill.


That is until something magical happens during the World Cup 2010.
The Magic of the World Cup brings people together.
People of all race and nation.. rising to their feet and cheering for their favorite team.
But more importantly.. the Magic that bring You and I together.
Not only did you filled the void she left in my heart, you even decorated it with pretty flowers to cover up the scars.


Love is a strange thing.. when you wanted it so much..
it will smacked you in the face left, right and centre.
And when you least expected it..
You find yourself falling so deep into it in the shortest period of time.
My heart is finally whole again, for.. i have found you. You are like.. a part of me that i have been searching for so many years.

Dear Jess,
I want to thank you for all the love you have given me..
I will always cherish you and love you with all my heart in return.
I don't really care about your past.. they are gone and can't be changed.
what matters now is the present and the future.. and i want you to know that i will always be with you.

With Lotsa of Love,
Gavin ^^

Love song of the week! ^^

Love of a Lifetime


I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share

With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime

Sunday, October 25, 2009

This.. could be the end of emo blog..

I am no longer emo..
Coz i have gone beyond emo and into the plain of despair..

I wanted to fight to get you.. but you wouldn't give me a chance..

You asked me to let you go.. but do you think it's that easy?
I can't.. i just can't do it..

My heart has imploded on the inside..
shattered.. into a million pieces..

你的第一 - 霍建華



这几个月.. 一直在你身旁守护着你..
你却看不到我的用心..

这种痛.. 你会懂吗?

陶喆 - 普通朋友



但你说.. "我只想做朋友"
你可知道.. 我的心.. 有多么的痛吗?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Trait of a Scorpio

ok.. I am not really a fan of Horoscopes
But i came across this article and find it (To my surprise) really accurate in most extents (though not all)
Highlighted in bold describe me well..

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A Scorpio Horoscope is a horoscope designed for those people that are born from October 23 to November 21. Scorpio horoscopes show the people born during those dates can be quiet and reserved. Even though they are quiet, they are always watching and observant waiting to see what will happen in any given situation. For that reason, Scorpio people will catch you if you try to hurt them and they won’t be nice about it. As they watch they are always deciding if others are trying to hurt them, or if they want to help them.

A Scorpio person also has a magnetic personality, drawing to them many friends along the way. Because they are very sensitive, they make a loyal and trusted friend for years. They are friends until the end, unless you cross them. You just don’t want to become enemies with a Scorpio. Scorpio Horoscopes show them to be the worst of enemies. A Scorpio horoscope also brings to light the fact that though they may have many friends, they are also very willful, proud and purposeful.

The planet that governs Scorpio is Pluto and that makes for a will to withstand any obstacle. Scorpio people are very strong indeed. The Scorpio people are also very self-centered. They are also very determined people and they want to get what they want. In a Scorpio horoscope the symbol for people born during this time is the scorpion. This shows the strong vengeance of a wronged Scorpio person. He will fight back to the utmost extreme, just like a Scorpion does.

A Scorpio horoscope also shows that Scorpio people can become domineering. They can also be very aggressive, too. A Scorpio horoscope also shows these people to be argumentative and blunt. They are natural fighters so be careful not to cross them. In a word, they can be very pushy, especially if they feel threatened in any way.

Scorpio people also have a great intuition. That is because they are very sensitive people. Sometimes they can sense a hurt even if one was not intended. They are also very imaginative so they can usually succeed at any undertaking they may take on. A Scorpio horoscope shows that these people are also very charming, which is why they are very well liked. It is good to know that they are also very hard workers. Hard working and when the time comes they like to play and have fun just as much.

Scorpio’s prove to be excellent friends. They are loyal and committed to their companions and are often vital roles in the lives of the one’s who love them. They are also extremely passionate lovers, but tend to be more complicated in the world of romance. The typical Scorpio believes in commitment and even marriage, usually only involving themselves with one partner at a time. Although, the Scorpio personality is one that will cherish the true aspects of love, they are more susceptible to receiving a broken heart because of their emotional traits

Scorpios are considered the most profound and intense characters in the zodiac. They may appear to calm and self controlling, but in reality they are actually very emotional individuals. The Scorpio personality is unlike any astrologically designed persona. Although it is extremely powerful, without the persistency of their own self discipline, they are more susceptible to pain. And when there is pain present, Scorpio’s feel it like no other because they are so deep.

I Can't Stop Thinking About You Girl..



Super Junior - U

梦中的天使来降临
而我已经确定 要的人就是你

请让我来为你断定
守护你的骑士 他现在在这里

我无法想象身旁你不在
要怎么忍耐 一个人的无奈

Oh~我的爱 放出去怎么收回来

Coz I can't stop thinking about you girl
你属于我,最美的梦

No I can't stop thinking about you girl
我要我们 手紧紧相握

你发上残余的香气
白皙的背颈 让我沉醉不已

低沉带磁性的话语
缠绕在耳边 流连不曾消去

把戒指藏在玫瑰里
能不能请你 和我一起走那未来

Oh~我的爱 放出去不会收回来

Coz I can't stop thinking about you girl
疯狂不已 不能失去你

No I can't stop thinking about you girl
我只要我们 心紧紧相依

Coz I can't stop thinking about you girl
不要留我 孤单在这里

No I can't stop thinking about you girl
你只属于我 让我属于你

没有什么能够改变我爱你的自由
我只想握你的手 和你分享所有美梦
想要陪伴着你 在你孤单时候
擦掉你的眼泪 付出我的温柔
不管有什么我也不感觉寂寞
没有你等于永远偏离了重心
让我这样捧着你 在你手中
让我望着你看着你爱着你的笑容

我会让你 只要我 只为我而哭

Coz I can't stop thinking about you girl
疯狂不已 不能失去你

No I can't stop thinking about you girl
我只要我们 心紧紧相依

Coz I can't stop thinking about you girl
不要留我 孤单在这里

No I can't stop thinking about you girl
你只属于我 让我属于你

Coz I can't stop

No I can't stop

Coz I can't stop

Addicted to you like a drug..



Sorri.. if my words makes you uncomfortable with the situation..

I really dunno what i am doing anymore..
Yes.. i admit.. i was over-jealous..
i guess it's the trait of a Scorpio when he felt threatened..
But it's only b'coz i really love you

"Maybe I am addicted, i am out of control.."

When Love Struck..

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I've been waiting for you...



One last song b4 the end of emo day..
The original MV for this song kinda sux.. so i used this instead.
even though i didn't made this video.. i think its really nicely edited.

Nice song and it's all i got to say..

Lack of Emo-ness

i know.. it's Emo Wednesday again..
But i seem to be lacking that Emo-ness lately..
Should i see a doctor for that?

戴愛玲 - 對的人



爱要耐心等待,
仔细寻找,
感觉很重要..

摘星 Finale

Episode 5




Episode 6 - Finale



珍惜眼前人.. 不要等到失去后.. 才后悔..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Just wanna be...

Close to You

Emo Song based on a True Story 2



This is another true story..
This song is written by a dying 17 years old girl, who suffered from an incurable disease, she recorded this song for her boyfriend as her last gift b4 she passed on.

While she was alive, the girl loves watching the sunrise.. After she passed on, her boyfriend decided to travel all over the world, taking photos of sunrise and dedicating them to the girl.

Unfortunately.. At the beginning of 2008, the boy slipped off the mountain and fell to his death.. When his body was found.. it was badly decomposed, but the camera was intact, and in the camera are photos of the most beautiful sunrise..

摘星 3 & 4

Episode 3



Episode 4



我.. 就是如此的傻..
傻傻的等着..

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Emo Studying!!!



Exam tml! Got no time to Emo!
But if you are wondering how i still have the time to blog here..
Here's the secret.. it's called pre-schedule posting. =P

摘星 1 & 2

Episode 1



Episode 2



Somehow.. i can see my own reflection in there..

Emo Song based on a True Story 1

曾经一对恋爱的俩个人非常好,可是在他们交往的第三个月的时候,这个男孩突然间就在这个世界上消失了,什么信息也没有留给那个女孩,女孩非常的爱他,于是这个女孩自己哭着编唱了这首歌曲,发到了网上,希望那个男孩可以听到这首歌曲后回来找她,这个女孩把这首歌发到网上以后就跳楼死了,真实的事,那个女孩才十六岁!



星星说爱你

蓝蓝的天,冷漠的你;痴心的我 在思念你 .
白白的云,沉默的你 多情的我 ,在挂念着你。
青春的风,无情的你;真的好想和你,还能在一起,
若想得到你,我会永远这样,这样一直爱着你。



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Yea i know.. The singing isn't that fantastic..
but the song lyric is really touching..
and the story behind it.. whether is it for real or not.. is really sad.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Song of the week..

Sometimes.. I would ask myself.. why i have not given up on you..
And i found the answer in this song.. thanks to 'Divine' inspiration from a 'Divine' friend. You know who you are! :P



罗志祥 - 幸福不滅

沒原因 就是喜歡你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 讓心動隱形
完美的愛情 是無聲的旋律

聽 我聽你 不確定的語氣
等 我等你 放下你的猶豫
嘿 如果你 輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白 你做的決定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰給你的美麗
靜者恒靜 就讓我的心安靜地守著你
祝福不用回音

沒原因 就是喜歡你
就像海眷戀 天空般 的心情
你前進 看著你背影
就足夠世界 無條件 的放晴

你 如果已 愛上他的姓名
愛 如果已 沒有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永遠開心
我會情愿 漸漸被忘記

Cause I Believe
那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰給你的美麗
靜者恒靜 就讓我的心安靜地守著你
把祝福送給你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 總會有發光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄